Lyrics In The Midst - SLITXOX

I'm losing myself and my worth as a human
Just lower my sense of reality
What are my thoughts when i think to myself
Are they morbid in all actuality
I cannot be on my own cus my blood turns so cold
I do stupid things so do not follow me
Cus that could lead to my death
Early death is my fate maybe suicide not as taboo to me

Told all these fools they ain't schooling me
I ain't never did school so nothing new to me
Ma said I fucked up but they didn't see it
So I'm eatin of a scharcutery
I said fuck the world and fuck my dad
There's some bullshit to all this authority

Feelin Dorothy imma minority yall be sum dummies
I'm just writing history
I cut my wrists and the darkness had kissed me
Slicing my body lead to be somebody
Tell the dead im sorry for all the misery
Under my cloak you know that where my pistol be
Pull it out and learn the world would never be missing me
Slicing my body lead to be somebody
Tell the dead im sorry for all the misery
Wok in the chalice be makin my liver bleed

I'm losing myself and my worth as a human
Just lower my sense of reality
What are my thoughts when i think to myself
Are they morbid in all actuality
I cannot be on my own cus my blood turns so cold
I do stupid things so do not follow me
Cus that could lead to my death
Early death is my fate maybe suicide not as taboo to me

I'm losing myself and my worth as a human
Just lower my sense of reality
What are my thoughts when i think to myself
Are they morbid in all actuality
I cannot be on my own cus my blood turns so cold
I do stupid things so do not follow me
Cus that could lead to my death
Early death is my fate maybe suicide not as taboo to me

Told all these fools they ain't schooling me
Ain't never did school nothing new to me
Ma said I fucked up but they didn't see it
So I'm eatin of a scharcutery
I said fuck the world and fuck my dad
There's some bullshit to all this authority
Feelin Dorothy imma minority
Yall be some dummies im just writing history