Lyrics Fears - Sachiv

Yeah yeah

They say the time is of the essence
I be counting all my seconds
Minutes and the hours
All I've been doing is time wasting
People come into your life
As a blessing or a lesson
To much complications
All the times that I never listened
Every time you read a message
I was feeling so portentous
Searching for them better days
In every way I couldn't resist it
Need to find a certain change
I've been feeling so complacent
Every night I'm getting restless
Now tell me what was my intentions
Yeah...
Chasing goals chasing greatness
With my pen and pad it was written
Ever since my adolescences
I was always dream chasing
All the bullshit that I'm facing
I'm just tryna make some changes
Lead me in the right direction
No more second guessing
Tryna see the bigger picture
Rewriting all my scriptures
All the truth they never told us
No answers bunch of questions
Too much pride feeling hopeless
But through the blood sweat and tears
All I've been doing is facing my fears like

I'm tryna reach the masses
Tryna be better than good enough
Nobody really wanna test us
I think about the shit that matters
I put my priorities in check
In due respect and I reflect all the time
My mama didn't raise a bastard
I'm tryna be the best role model
That I could ever be to the fullest
Till the day i'm in a casket
Everything's a stepping stone
Burning bridges on the way
Now tell me why am I so alone
On a different page a different stage
People saying I really changed why you so amazed
Why am I always disobeyed this is what you made
I don't care about a word you say just a phase
Nothing ever was the same but love is pain
Is this the life that I chose fortune and the fame
I was blessed with that gift running through my veins
But through the blood sweat and tears
All I've been doing is facing all my fears