Lyrics Rona - Scope & J-Miri

Rona
Ya stopped me in my tracks
You're such a sight to see

Rona
Why'd ya have to turn my friends against me
Even my family

Nothing burns like the cold
That why you gave me the shoulder
Feel like it's harder to wake up
Every year you get older
I'm tryna get closer
I'm forgetting what the sun feel like
I need some exposure
The only thing I ever feel now
Is the booze when I'm hopeless
And that's like everyday
To be honest
That hunnid proof just don't hit the same
I kill a wine bottle I don't even know the name
Ain't no witness, this my business
I can't bear to feel the shame
Of anyone who find out
What I do to numb the pain
When I'm drunk I hope the liquor take me
Lord I just be prayin
It's gettin bad half the time
I don't care what I be sayin
When I speak
People cheap
I want attention
They ain't payin
And who can blame em
And who can blame em

God damn
This shit is really ruinin my life
I had it all together then it hit the fan on high
I don't even wanna try
The feeling of self loathing and pity
Been around since I was five
It was only last year
Got out of in patient care
That I decided I didn't wanna die
But now the tables is turned
The lessons unlearned
I just wanna see the sky
I'm trapped in this house
It's haunted no doubt
I hear ghosts whisper threats
They spittin lies out they mouth
I feel their pain when they cry
Try not to pay it no mind
I take a swig and lay down
I hope I go somewhere nice

Rona
Ya stopped me in my tracks
You're such a sight to see

Rona
Why'd ya have to turn my friends against me
Even my family