Lyrics Fade Away - Secrets

Hopelessly holding on for no reason
And if I'm always in pain, well, what's the point then?
This plays over and over and over and over in my head lately
I get closer and closer and closer to ending my life, I hate me

Such a waste, your decay
You stole the stars and blacked out all my days
Will this pain fade away?

You had a heavy heart and I wish I held the weight
You had so many scars, but you hid them well from me
When you parted from the world, I questioned everything
But it's you that has the answers that I seek
Now you're gone, so you can't speak

I done my best for far too long just to feel OK
Fuck it, I'm out, I'm done with this living with fear and doubt

Such a waste, your decay
You stole the stars and blacked out all my days
Will this pain fade away?
Such a shame, who's to blame?
I think about you every single day
Will this pain fade away?

I know you had to get out
And I don't blame you
This world is hard to get through
I hope you're happy now
And I don't blame you
But it's so hard without you

I know you had to get out (I know you had to get out)
And I don't blame you
This world is hard to get through (so hard to get through)
I hope you're happy now (I hope you're happy now)
And I don't blame you
But it's so hard without you

I know you had to get out (I know you had to get out)
And I don't blame you
This world is hard to get through
I hope you're happy now
And I don't blame you
But it's so hard without you