Lyrics Delinquent - Secrets

(I'm so tired of hearing the same fucking shit)
(All my friends and family)

They keep telling me to go to rehab
'Cause I've got a problem that they can't fix
What if I don't wanna be fixed?
Did you think of that?

Comedown
I'm never coming down, so just let me go
And run back to your picture perfect home

No cap I'm tryna get fucked up
So don't make me tell you again
I'm itching, still feening
I can't stop my nose from bleeding

Black out
It only ends when I cross the line and I
Black out
Night after god damn night

It's not enough
I need a remedy

I'm always searching for something
That can make me feel nothing
I need a remedy
'Cause I hate who I've become
I need some fucking distraction
Something that lacks reaction
Can you make me, make me numb?

Just make me numb
Yeah, yeah, yeah...

I've past the point of no return
I don't give a fuck if you're concerned
I'll do what I want
So don't try to fight or stop me
I co-depend on substance as medicine
And when you take it away
I really wish that you'd just back off
And let me live my fuckin' life

If I dig my own grave
That's my choice to be made
Not yours
We both know one thing's for sure

I'm always searching for something
That can make me feel nothing
I need a remedy
'Cause I hate who I've become
I need some fucking distraction
Something that lacks reaction
Can you make me, make me numb?

If karma doesn't kill me
What the fuck will?

When everything around you falls apart
Don't say I didn't warn you
You can't have someone who won't help themselves
Trust me, I'll drag you down too