Lyrics I NEED HELP - Shiki XO

Everyone's so cold here
Just blame it on the weather
A year spent in a circle
Just trying to hold together
Some picture in our heads of how it's all supposed to be
The only reason we're not dead yet: we're not ready to be free
I need help

I need help getting up out of bed in the morning
And I could tell you every reason, but I think they're all boring
I wake up in a panic, I need to stare at my screen
I can't breathe, it's all poison, and it's all inside of me

No more pain
Take me somewhere it rains
Where no one acts like you're family
Until you're ripped off the stage
Then you're no one
And you're no one
And you're no one
Oh god, I wish I was no one

I need help getting up out of bed in the morning
And I could tell you every reason, but I think they're all boring
I wake up in a panic, I need to stare at my screen
I can't breathe, it's all poison, and it's all inside of me