Lyrics Horrid Dreams - Slyye

I got a life full of misery, and a heart full of hate
My last words my valedictory, I'm a reprobate
Yeah my life is full of strife, and conflict follows where I go
I cannot seem to find closure, and I cannot gain control
Misery is what I rep, the balaclava to my grave
Trapped inside Charlotte's web, overcast, the skies are grey
Never was up into people, so you know I isolate
Weeping, sleeping in my room, the only way I could escape

I've fallen, I'm losing
My mind is always paranoid
I cannot go to sleep at night and my soul has become so void
Everything changed when my best friend went into the sky
The only way I can see him now is to visit where his body lies

Life goes on, and the wheel of time keeps turning
Try my best to move on, the pain keeps burning
One lesson that I learned, life can be ripped away
And live every day like it's your last, and always cherish the day

KO$TE:
I'm feeling cornered by the ache, I don't wanna live today.
I just wanna sulk in problems feels like nothing left to gain.
Fuck the pain, all the struggle for my life is just a game.
Writing lyrics just to calm the mind. And ease the burning flame.

Left to wonder, left to ride alone. They don't want you strong.
See your rivals feeding off your loss to take you out of your zone.
Careful of the leech who claim they here to help you rise above.
Be prepared for what's to come. Be prepared to push and shove.

Wanna fall wanna lose it all. I just wanna sleep.
Can't control my vile thoughts I'm lost up in my horrid dreams,
Trying to scream. Not a soul around to guide me through the mud.
All the reasons to resist the feeling everlasting love.

I don't want no sympathy, drift into my fantasy.
Drown in bliss and taste the lust of my desired ecstasy.
Let me free, of these mental chains, eating at my soul.
I no longer have the strength to hold my self above the hole