Lyrics Vicious Cycle - Snak the Ripper

I just woke up and I don't know where I am
Got bombay on my breath and blood all over my hands
I tried to find the balance but that shit I can't stand
Dont expect nobody else to understand 'cuz they can't
G-g-g-got this self destructive tendencies, crawling through the dirt with all the beetles and centipedes
My ability to fuck up every single thing I see, getting harder to control the darkness that's inside of me

So, I roll the fuckin' windows up and smoke that shit until it's hard to breathe
They say it's not to late to fix it, but I find that shit hard to believe
Gotta constantly remind myself that this is all my fault
Try to find the strength to get back up everytime I fall

I-i-i-it's just a vicious cycle, every day get a bit more psycho
One shot when I lift the rifle, die slow, it's so delightful
This might seem out of line
I've been searching but it's hard to find, I've been lookin' for it all this time
Where the fuck is my mind? x2

I just rolled up and I don't have any plans, got vomit on my clothes and paint all over my hands
And it get's so fucked up sometimes to the point I can't stand don't expect nobody else to understand 'cuz they can't

Kinda feels like nothing matters, can't change my status
I'm glad its got 'em all hooked, like these addicts
Go ask your mama who's baddest, don't be mad
It's only the facts, anything holding me back
But I got anger to manage, cause damage when I overreact
So I guess I...

So, I roll the fuckin' windows up and smoke that shit until it's hard to breathe
They say it's not to late to fix it, but I find that shit hard to believe
Gotta constantly remind myself that this is all my fault
Try to find the strength to get back up everytime I fall

I-i-i-it's just a vicious cycle, every day get a bit more psycho
One shot when I lift the rifle, die slow, it's so delightful, this might seem out of line
I've been searching but it's hard to find, I've been lookin' for it all this time
Where the fuck is my mind? x2
Where the fuck is my mind? Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Where the fuck is my mind? Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Where the fuck is my mind? Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Where the fuck is my mind? Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Where the fuck is my mind? Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah