Lyrics Addicted - Sniper J

Cause I don't know where to go
But even when I do I feel alone
Addicted to the pain I guess I'm broken
Cause I don't know where to go
But even when I do I feel alone
Addicted to the pain I guess I'm broken

Yeah, I got a lot to live
But I'm runnin' out of time
That's what my gut's tellin' me
So I been on the grind
Bittersweet, bittersweet
As I'm walkin' on the line
'Cause it feels like I been chasin' for a life I left behind
Yeah I know
Change is essential if I wanted happiness
But I'm a different person everyday,
I never can just sit
And appreciate the being I am, cause I can't fathom this
Soul that I got,
Pullin' me ways where I ain't graspin' shit
Went from having loads of friends to maybe just a few
And I've become addicted to the reclusive life so I ain't comfortable
Hangin' around the crowds, I'd rather kick it with just one or two
But even then, I still feel the tension to just get up and move
Alienated
Alien invasion inside my head
Beware of the spaceship
The place of an abrasive patient
Where he's pacin back and fourth
Evasive to the world he's afraid of facing
So he stays inside
Makin' these rhymes, so he ain't gotta say shit

Cause I don't know where to go
But even when I do I feel alone
Addicted to the pain I guess I'm broken
Cause I don't know where to go
But even when I do I feel alone
Addicted to the pain I guess I'm broken

See, I didn't know
That if I grinded more
I would find myself lifeless and tied to the floor
So when I say I soar,
That's a lie
Cause my back's against the ground,
I just been staring at the sky
So I forced myself to believe that I'm flying,
Hope I take off soon
But I promise I won't disappoint the fans
And I pray y'all do
Hold me to my word like hangman
Cause Jay's not cool
With staying complacent
But sometimes, I may fall too
And even when I have, y'all didn't know
But still hit me up like
"Where you been at bro?
It's been a few months and you still a ghost
Hope you didn't quit, I'd be miserable.
Your music got me through some difficult shit
And I hope you listenin' bro,
Cause two minutes before I listened to your song,
I really almost slit my throat."
Woah
And it's the shit like that, that keeps me goin'
So if my happiness is at stake
Then I don't need it showin'
Dependence is a drug,
But y'all can count on me for that
Y'all don't fit in with these people?
Good. That's why I had to flee the pack

Cause I don't know where to go
But even when I do I feel alone
Addicted to the pain I guess I'm broken
Cause I don't know where to go
But even when I do I feel alone
Addicted to the pain I guess I'm broken