Lyrics Via Negativa (feat. That Dream Was Our Life) - Synesthete

Slow walk the blocks between my house and yours
I'm always overdressed and insecure
Since you've been gone the city still goes on
Like a parallel universe that you watch from your phone

You say "come on up, brick's in the door
Everyone is on the second floor"
Come on
You don't have to stay
Come on

And the stairs shake shake with more than a beat
No small talk just heartbreak and heat
Come on
You might as well meet fate
Come on

We can forget ourselves if only for a moment
Between new fears of death and disappointment
These nights don't seem too long

This is where the earth and heaven meet
The Via Negativa between you and me
And I don't feel like going home

I don't feel like going home
I don't feel like going home

Transmission of ultraviolet waves
Vision is blurring like the days
I've missed you like a river for the sea
I'd tell you but I'm too afraid to say

I'm afraid of what you want from me
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I don't feel like going home
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I don't feel like going home
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I don't feel like going home
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I don't feel like going home
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I don't feel like going home
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I don't feel like going home
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I don't feel like going home
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I'm afraid of what you want from me
I don't feel like going home

I didn't know
I don't feel like going home
I didn't know
I don't feel like going home
I didn't know
I don't feel like going home
I didn't know
I don't feel like going home