Lyrics Thought That I Loved You - TOPOH

Last night had a dream
Thought that I was okay
Didn't fuck up my life
And push people away
The world is on fire so come take my hand
I'll over explain in hopes you'll understand
I just wanna know what you've been doing
I'm only human

I thought that I loved you but I don't
Think I could save you but I won't
And god knows I've tried to but I'm done
No one to confide to so I run

These bottles beside me they're screaming out pour me
I can't tell the truth so the drugs do it for me
I've never felt love but that hotel was cozy
Buy you some flowers in hopes you'll feel rosy
I know that it's dumb, I know I'm dramatic
I break my own heart but I can't break a habit
If the past passed away
Wouldn't beg you to stay
They begged me to change
I said I'm too afraid

I thought that I loved you but I don't
Think I could save you but I won't
And god knows I've tried to but I'm done
No one to confide to so I run