Lyrics Love In Hell - TOPOH

She used to think I'd be something but now I'm just a joke
And she hated cigarettes and now that's all I ever smoke
And I tried to be professional, your knight in shining armor
But I'd rather just get high and skate or maybe be a farmer
She doesn't love me or trust me
And if she does she's bluffing
Maybe I'm too conceited or maybe I'm too ugly

It don't make sense
I wish I never even met you
I wish I never even let you in
'Cause now I can never forget you
Or the way you smell
Or the way it felt
To be in love in hell

And I know I could be better
I sit down I write you letters
Telling how I feel right now
It makes me cringe to say out loud
I hate you
Cause you made me
Change my destructive tendencies
I love you
You made me
So mother fucking happy
And I'll always love you for that

It don't make sense
I wish I never even met you
I wish I never even let you in
'Cause now I can never forget you
Or the way you smell
Or the way it felt
To be in love in hell
It don't make sense
I wish I never even met you
I wish I never even let you in
'Cause now I can never forget you
Or the way you smell
Or the way it felt
To be in love in hell