Lyrics Runaway Pain - TRP Smooth

Can you change the way I move
The way I love the things I do
I don't wanna be the same with you
Can you change the way I move
I don't wanna have this pride no more
If it's not for you then who is it for

Growth hurts that's why they call it growing pains
This the type of hurt that you know you can't explain
Everything I touch I swear to God I leave a stain
They gon' show me love when I end up in the grave
And I'm so fucking tired of the same things
Seeing all these signs messing with my brain
On the inside I'm tryna maintain
God I know I'm still alive I can't complain

I can't be upset with my maker
I don't hide my scars with all that makeup
My life not on pause I'm asleep
I gotta wake up
Never your ask so-called brothers for a favor
Cause they gon' throw it
Back in your face like a baseball
I just stay in my place watch their behavior
Treat me like a charity case
Don't need a savior
Don't need a savior

Can you change the way I move
The way I love the things I do
I don't wanna be the same with you
Can you change the way I move
I don't wanna have this pride no more
If it's not for you then who is it for

Conversations turn to arguments
I'm not tryna get involved
They hit me up steady asking me what's wrong
To be honest, I don't wanna mention all the shit I lost
I been lied to, used up, and cheating on

How the hell they said they proud of me
Low key they be tired of me
I don't blame God because
I ain't even really mad at him
I'm exhausted from makin' moves on this avenue
Life's the biggest teacher I'm giving the world my gratitude

At this very moment I'm looking back
Realizing where I'm at, no strings attached
Use to worry bout my future but
My present is the future to my past
Jobs not finished so I'mma hustle to my last
0 to 100 my attitude can get nasty
I'm the only one and I love that with a passion
To be happy I never knew I had to practice
Now I gotta deal with the consequences for my actions

Look whatever you're going through
Best believe that you can get through it
No matter what it is I know shits hard out here
But fr you wouldn't be put in any situation you couldn't handle
Feel me?

Growth hurts that's why they call it growing pains
This the type of hurt that you know you can't explain
Everything I touch I swear to God I leave a stain
They gon' show me love when I end up in the grave
And I'm so fucking tired of the same things
Seeing all these signs messing with my brain
On the inside I'm tryna maintain
God I know I'm still alive I can't complain

Can you change the way I move
The way I love the things I do
I don't wanna be the same with you
Can you change the way I move
I don't wanna have this pride no more
If its not for you then who is it for