Lyrics Dreaming Ruined Everything Around Me - Taz

Swear to god it seem like every body know how it goes
Hot headed, with a cold heart feelings on froze
Never ever ever been forever I just stay on the low
Never fuckin' with the kid guess I'll just stay at ghost
Every body by my side and then one day they get from round' me
All that's left is loneliness, the darkness it surrounds me
Dreamin' bout' success but in this failure I've been
Drownin' to be honest, dreaming ruined every thing around me
Still on top but the bottom where I ride now
South side of hell where I live until I die now
They just wanna see me get the crown and never try now
They just wanna see me jump off buildings, try to fly now
Fuck what they been thinkin',
On the rise where I stay I been howlin'
At the mood but in the gutters' where I lay
Tell your friends that they ain't shit and if they see they
Can stay, tell your bitch I got a suite at the Mandalay Bay
Swear I'm too sick, Mom and Dad don't fuck with the music
Best friends used to think it was stupid
Old enemies didn't think I'd do
This (bet they didn't think I'd do this)
Night of the living dead why would I live instead?
How do I stop thinkin' that it's my life hung by a thread?
I was the one used to be so optimistic,
Lost myself in everything ain't got no part to piss in
Still just a low life,
Cut her off with no life all I got is
Dreams and a tunnel that got no light
Every night feel like I'd be better off
Waitin', throne made of human bones 6 below I'm sittin'
Aye, cold with the flows don't breathe hit the nose
I'm froze like a pole, but I'm hot like a soap
Diamonds straight outta hell, with them teeth made of gold
Aye, cold with the flows don't breathe hit the nose
I'm froze like a pole, but I'm hot like a soap
Diamonds straight outta hell, with them teeth made of gold