Lyrics Back of My Mind - The Autumn Defense

I took a trip into the back of my mind
And I found there that nothing was mine
I wanted badly just to see you again
I thought I could just waltz back in time
She
She was the first one to see
All of the things we could be
I had a vision so I closed my eyes
I thought I could just walk in the light
But when I got there I was already blind
I wanted only to see you that night
Here
Here in the back of my mind
She left me so far behind
Longer than closer
Would you ever indulge me?
Come back again
And never divulge me
My friend
I had a vision so I closed my eyes
I thought we had just waltzed back in time
I wanted badly just to see you but was ill advised
Not to return to the scene of the crime
She
She was the first of her kind
Here in the back of my mind
Ooh, ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh
(Ooh)
Here in the back of my mind
(Ooh)
Here in the back of my mind