Lyrics dear friend - The Pancakes

I'm in love with a friend
But he's in love with a man
So i took out my pen
Wrote down the story of me and this friend

Sometimes i ask myself
Should i plant a tree that'll never grow
Or should i ride a boat
In a river that no longer flows

Oh i imagine too much
I sleep i dream too much and
In the end i don't know what is up

As a friend as a friend
I have always tried to understand
To be frank to be frank
I secretly hope i still have a chance

Did you show
Does he know
What's in your mind
Would you be calm enough
If he declines

I will always be by your side
Though i'm never gonna be your bride
I will look for somebody else
To love and to be loved

I eat i vomit too much
I smoke i drink too much and
In the end i don't know what i've done

Oh i sleep i dream too much
Oh i smoke i drink too much
My friend i love you too much