Lyrics my dog-years - The Pancakes

There′s no place to where i can belong
I am never the one whom they want
I shouldn't be here
I shouldn′t be there
I shouldn't have been born

And i'd run until i get lost
Though i know there′s always a cost
I′ll pay for it
I'm used to it
I won′t complain

So please just let me try
Once in my life
Once in my life
Though i know all of these may just go wrong
Though i know i might not be strong again
Though i might not be able to stand again

I don't know what i′ve been looking for
I even do not know what i want
I ask myself
I cheat myself
I leave myself

I pretend to be happy but i'm not
I′m never satisfied with what i've got
I want too much
I need too much
I hope for too much

So please just let me fly
Once in my life
Once in my life
I know i might as well just fall and die
But in front of you i will never cry
And i'll never admit that i regret