Lyrics When I'm Alone - ThisisDA

I've been fiending life on Mars
Didn't get your call, my phone was showing no bars
Even if it was I probably wouldn't pick up
I mean it was, just didn't wanna pick up
See when I was low, was I the one to pick up?
Funny I'm the one when you're needing the love
Don't know why I'm sharing I know you don't give a
But time I open up like it's 2021
Missing out on love, I been on a petty one
Too many days inside, living life lonesome
Will I forge forward fore my time here's done?
Though time isn't mine, I know I owe some
Take, borrow, buy, waste - whatevеr I'm on
Indebted as the minutеs pile like a lump sum
Couldn't pay back, had it couldn't save that
My inner-mind fine but the tone couldn't take that
Tell me slow down like why would you say that?
Been on a mission for some payback
I'm hiding like a needle in a haystack
The reason is protection
From all the bullying, I been a main selection
When I come out, boy I'ma test 'em
I know my destiny's bigger than anything you're impressed with

Is there a place that I can be when I'm alone?
Ain't heard about one
If the feeling's foreign, where can be my home?
(Oh yeah)
No, can't live without one

At best when I'm being myself
Been impressed but I'm bleeding my health
See the trouble is with living so stealth really no knee gets dealt
You wanna stand tall, never dial out for the help
I live a strange way paranoid
So aware of the void I cannot avoid
One look at me and they call me coy
Boy employed by the dark, weren't presented with no choice
Mind on the drama, head full of trauma
Relying on God and the karma
Was out there on my own, didn't know how to reach for the armour
They cultivated madness in the field like a farmer
My main tip to stay calmer
Look away now, learn to play it smarter
That's how I go from wholesome to lonesome
I'm better on my own, son
So I won't come, proceeding to be no-one

Is there a place that I can be when I'm alone?
Ain't heard about one
If the feeling's foreign, where can be my home?
(Oh yeah)
No, can't live without one

Is there a place that I can be when I'm alone?
Ain't heard about one
If the feeling's foreign, where can be my home?
(Oh yeah)
No, can't live without one