Lyrics This Girl - TommyK

I met a girl, when I was on my own, she wasn't looking for me but I couldn't let her go
Brown hair smile, she was one of those
Trapping by her looks but her heart was made of gold
I said
Hello, she said how are you, a glass in her hand, smell of cherry perfume
My heart loomed large, and i thought super hard
Thinking what to say before she gone
Estamos en el Bar
Ella habla bonita
Tengo que llevarla a mi casita
Just to see what's going on
I'm the one ya want
Sitting by my side
Smoking on this blunt
Together now But separated at the start
Getting real high just chilling in the dark
Talking about life and how it pulls apart
On our backs on the hill looking at the stars

This is what i wanted all along
Thoughts flow free written in a song
Without this girl i be feeling alone
So i take another shot back gone
This is what i wanted all along
Thoughts flow free written in a song
Without this girl i be feeling alone
So i take another shot back gone

Se fue como el aire
Un dia despues
I had no idea shed be leaving my bed
And now I'm so upset just trapped in my head
Why is she leaving me i thought i heard what she said

But with the time that i have spent with this girl
I've learned a couple things about her world
She be living, always so livid, always so toxic, that
When I'm tryna talk all she say is stop it

It's a life i cant live
Caring so much that she don't even give a fuck
What i think, so we cant talk in sink
This type of personality really do stink

In my opinion Opinions matter
All i ask is if you let me speak just after
But it seems that we have shattered
It's broken me
What happened to the equality
Between me and you
It's done were through

It's not on me, it's just on you
I hope you know that I've have tried
To repair what we had, countless times

My intentions are good
You think I'm a dumbass but my you're mis understood
Now I'm walking right past you again and again
I cant get you out of the place that I'm in
Almost like I'm stuck in a cage with a bitch
Barking so loud, biting on my heart and then running around
I'm just tryna get out
But she cry and pout and shout
And don't even know what I'm talking about

This is what i wanted all along
Thoughts flow free written in a song
Without this girl i be feeling alone
So i take another shot back gone
This is what i wanted all along
Thoughts flow free written in a song
Without this girl i be feeling alone
So i take another shot back gone

I still can't get away
So I'm stuck coexisting yet another day
And I'm smoking on some weed cause i cant stay
Sober when i see her because she always wanna be
The one that's right, even without a fight
And still no flights with the covid bullshit
If I'm stuck another year, then i might just lose it
Tryna live a life where i can choose, where i want to go
Or where i want to stay
But the truth right now I'm not okay
And that's gotta change
For the good
If you listen to my words ill feel understood

This is what i wanted all along
Thoughts flow free written in a song
Without this girl i be feeling alone
So i take another shot back gone