Lyrics Masochistic, Nihilistic. - Trechor Boy

I feel emotionally drained
What am I here for?
It's 3am and pouring rain
I'm standing at your cellar door
The shawtys that I like just simply never like me back
And you really still ask me why I dress in all black
I had my hand on her throat
With a slice on my wrist
My heart raced like the first time that we kissed
She told me she never imagined it would end up like this
Cuz i'm a fuckin masochist
When the days fly by
To be awake is a chore
I used to have real feelings but not anymore
All the dopamine and serotonin drained from my brain
The only thing to search for now is pain
I can't feel a thing
Break caskets when I sing
It hails glass shards outside
I fade into the night
I fade into the night
You fucking left me stranded on my own again
Fuck tonight
I guess it doesn't matter nothing lasted in the end
Fuck
Goodbye
I had my hand on her throat
With a slice on my wrist
My heart raced
Like the first time that we kissed
She told me she never imagined it would end up like this
Cuz I'm a fuckin masochist
When the days fly by
To be awake is a chore
I used to have real feelings but not anymore
All the dopamine and serotonin drained from my brain
The only thing to search for now is pain
I feel emotionally drained
What am I here for?
It's 3am and pouring rain
I'm standing at your cellar door
The shawtys that I like just simply never like me back
And you really still ask me why I dress in all black