Lyrics Black and White - Trevor Koin

Uh
Hey there
It's forever with me
If you try to leave
They'll find me dead
And in the room
If they walk in
Alot of red
I can't explain it baby
Let's run away
Life is way to gray
I'm getting anxious
I hate to waiting
My heart start's racing

I'm too depressed
I don't know what's wrong with me
Imma turn up dead
Everything ends
I don't wanna sound pessimistic
We just don't know when
I wanna explain it
Maybe imma hop on meds
Cause I'm waay too sad
And I'm chasing
The happiness
That I can not catch

The world needs a sad kid
To keep the emotions in balance
Yeah I wish I was happy
Maybe I'd see life in colour
Black and white is a tragedy
Sad that it's getting duller
If I could take it away
In a sec
I'd do it
But umm

What if I
Decided I'm sliting my wrist and died
And
What if I
Took drugs to get high just to get by
And
What if
I followed my dad to the club had a sick time
And
What if
I told you I been down this road this the sixth time

I wish I could grow old but Trevor
Is really making music
So that will not happen
My fates been decided
The devil's clapping
A lonely road
And misery
Will happen
You can't balance balance
With imbalance
My dream is to stay in a rainy cabin
But to prove them wrong
I'll first buy a mansion
Then I'll close the curtains
Drown in sadness
Uh

As of lately
As of lately
I been so sad and miserable
I don't know what to say
And I've said that again
But I'm really too sad to even know
Uh
I been staying up late
And sleeping in the day
And I've not seen the sun in I don't even know
Uh
Is it real I don't even know
Feel like I'm in a loop it's mysterious

I'm just listing my problems
And I don't like to share
Like to think of myself as a God
But I can not compare
I think of dying young
Not passing twenties yeah
I hope it's not as painful
As electric chairs

But my life's tragedy
I'm on a balcony
I'm thinking bout jumping off
Hope noone catches me
The meter of pain says alot
So I stopped counting it
There's no highs just lows
Who has the drugs for me