Lyrics Reasons - Until I Wake

I'm always faded 'cause my brain won't let me get a second
I need sedation to escape the thoughts my mind is thinking
I'm so impatient, and I know I need to stop and listen
I'm just afraid that I can't face the world without you in it

I must be crazy, you just cause me pain and give no blessings
Yeah, I'm insane, I let you slide while you just leave me stressing
I'm in a state where I just coexist with my depression
What will it take to finally say (I've learned my lesson?)

A feeling that's in my bones
There's secrets I'll never know

Your mind is vacant in a place that is so nihilistic
Locked in a cage, you masquerade around like you're the victim
You cannot change, and I know fate has made up its decision
I should erase you from the face of the world I exist in, yeah

But I can't let go
I'm just afraid that I can't face the world without you in it
I can't get close
I'm in a state where I just coexist with my depression

A feeling that's in my bones
There's secrets I'll never know
Should leave, but I can't let go
I'm weak and I'm losing hope
There's reasons I can't get close
(I can't get close)

A feeling that's in my bones
There's secrets I'll never know
Should leave, but I can't let go (let go)
I'm weak, and I'm losing hope (losing)
There's reasons I can't get close
(I can't get close)