Lyrics Invisible - Versvs

Hide and seek
Running in circles
I try to see
You look right through
Wait for me
Can't face the truth, I don't wanna believe
I'm just invisible

I was so damn invisible
Every second I was in class considerable
I confess that all my memories of France were pitiful
I discover I didn't fit with the mass, so cynical
I am Casper critical, and it is something I regret
And I wasn't feeling shit like I had nothing in my chest
Not blaming anyone cuz I just wasn't in my best
Plus I know that OCD was really fucking with my head
So, when there was a party they just didn't invite me
Now I'm looking at the mirror like why don't they like me
My momma is getting worried and she's telling me nicely
But my buddy is coming over so she stops, precisely

How I confuse people make them think I'm great
I get it, you don't wanna hang cuz the kid's so strange
I'm schizo man, the party seems Lit though, damn
In the movies this is the part where that shit goes bang

Hide and seek
Running in circles
I try to see
You look right through
Wait for me
Can't face the truth, I don't wanna believe
I'm just invisible

Maybe I should move for university
Join my dad in Canada, travel through adversity
I remember telling my mom with a little bit of fear
And she supported my decision but was holding back the tears
Mom I promise that I'll visit, I'm doing this for my future
I know not being with me is not what you're used to
But I needed a fresh start, I don't want this shit to end
Honestly, I probably make a shit ton of friends
Wrong again
I've been walking on campus by myself
4 years kinda lonely, not to talk about my health
Disease it's getting worse and truly being brutal to me
Had to wear sunglasses just to hide what it was doing to me, shit
So don't you dare talk behind my back now
Shut the fuck up if you don't know about my background
Sat down, wrote these lyrics until I pass out
They never wanted to talk but now that I rap, Wow

Hide and seek
Running in circles
I try to see
You look right through
Wait for me
Can't face the truth, I don't wanna believe
I'm just invisible

I don't wanna believe that I'm invisible
But for them to see me, shit, I probably need a miracle
I discovered rap and I knew I'd reach the pinnacle
Who knew a kid who didn't speak could ever be lyrical
Typical, the issue was that I was lacking confidence
Now I'm realizing rap exactly did the opposite
People see me more with every track every accomplishment
But shit is getting weird and I'm thinking I should stop this shit
Fuck, cuz all I want is a happy life
All I want is to enjoy the dumb shit you people like
All I want is to not be bored of my fucking mind
And the only way to feel better is to write a rhyme
But I'm here now, so be cautious I approach
Died a few times, so I'll always be a ghost
And it's fine, that is simply what I represent
And if a ghost goes through shit, well fuck, then it makes sense

Hide and seek
Running in circles
I try to see
You look right through
Wait for me
Can't face the truth, I don't wanna believe
I'm just invisible