Lyrics Unusual - Vitrolic

Smoking on that gas got me feelin unusual
But something about this feeling's so beautiful
Finding things out about myself I never knew before
Understanding things I couldn't as a juvenile
But why is it that I'm thinking so delusional
Why's it been so fucking easy just to lose control
Simulation got me moving slow like cruise control
Said my last goodbyes to momma at her funeral
But this chronic got me feelin distant
That everything around is nonexistent
Away from this reality I'm drifting
Maybe this could be why I'm so indifferent
Maybe this is why my thoughts are so twisted
Why do all these voices tell me that I'm gifted
That I was like this ever since I was an infant
And that this instant that I can break the system

Tell me
Help me find out why my mind is so god damn unhealthy
Tell me why all these thoughts go against my fucking well-being
Tell me how am I supposed to recover when I'm melting
All I ever wanted was somebody there to help me

Ohhh

Help me

I've walked through many planets
The view from up here's so uncanny
Time has ceased to exist it has vanished
And the thought's in my head sound like static
Had enough now I'm stuck with these habits
No one can explain why I'm stuck feeling manic
I been wondering asking
How the fuck did I manage
To end up so stranded
How the fuck did this happen
(Yea)
Tell me
Help me find out why my mind is so god damn unhealthy
Tell me why all these thoughts go against my fucking well-being
Tell me how am I supposed to recover when I'm melting
All I ever wanted was somebody there to help me

Ohhh

Help me