Lyrics 'friends.' - Will2Live

You can't let go cause you don't want it to end
But there's no way I can go through this again
I would rather be all alone than with fake friends
I thought I could trust you then you did it again

I've got people saying "I love you"
But I'm not sure if it's really true
I keep telling them I love them too
But I'm not sure if I really do
Everything I want stays
But only for the day
Leaving me at night
I put up no fight
I go home and shut the door
And then I drop to the floor
I can't cry any more
But I just can't ignore
All my thoughts they're too deep
And I'm trying not to sink
I don't want this to be my end
They're a bunch of fake friends
They are worse than heartless
They're completely soulless

You can't let go cause you don't want it to end
But there's no way I can go through this again
I would rather be all alone than with fake friends
I thought I could trust you then you did it again

You wonder why I have trust issues
Yeah that's a question that I've had too
Yet you trash me when I talk about my music
But I figured by now I would be used to it
It hurts worse cause I know you don't even listen
Hurts worse cause I know you don't care bout my vision
Why are all artists trashed on when they start
Maybe it shows the true nature of the heart
Cause everybody hates your music till you've made it
Then most of them start to hate again when you start fading
Is it because everyone is truly fake
Cause if so I really need a break
Cut off the people that don't care about me
When they are around me I feel so empty
Cut off the people that don't care about me
If I'm still surrounded I'll never be free

Act this way because people think it's funny
But I know that most people really hate me
I know they think "he's so rude and annoying
He should think about college and start worrying"
He should stop being such a kid
He should stop being like this
They hate the rare times I that feel joy
He's such a scrawny little boy
I'm crippled in my depression
And there's no time for resting
No where for me to turn
And no where for me to burn
And no where for me to bury
The depression that I carry
Please don't make me carry
This depression I want to bury

I wish I could go back to when
I still had some friends
I wish I could visit back when
I still liked my friends
But that's not in the TVA's best interest
But that's not in the TVA's best interest

Everybody is telling me what they think
I need them to stop before I sink
Cause everything goes straight to my brain
I can't make it out with any more pain
It tells me that I wont make it to another day
Another phase
I cant even finish this stupid verse
My brain tells me I need to rehearse
This death scene in my mind over and over again
I just need to put a pin in it for when I know I won't win
Cause if I don't I'll watch it again and again
And keep watching it until I feel ill
And can't keep myself from being real
Telling everyone how fake I feel
Something is telling me to take a break
Maybe I'll feel a little bit better
Or maybe I'll feel worse but I can never
Feel worse than I did the other day
Cause if I did I'd never leave this space
And this place and this phase and these ways and this change

I COULD NEVER