Lyrics Antidotes - YCK
I'm
choking
on
my
envy
just
put
me
down
gently
Estranged
and
on
the
verge
emotions
starting
to
tempt
me
This
carcass
made
of
spoils
the
spindles
and
coils
Inoculated
antidotes
were
nothing
but
loyal
What's
it
like
with
the
grief
and
the
realization
They
tell
me
to
wait
but
I've
been
real
patient
The
fact
of
the
matter
is
I
might
not
make
it
My
chance
too
slim
and
that's
why
I
don't
say
shit
I
don't
need
placement
if
I'm
on
a
list
Turn
away
the
curation
so-called
journalist
Made
the
sessions
don't
believe
that
I'll
be
needing
any
therapist
In
spite
of
their
advice
I've
still
been
learning
how
to
bear
with
it
Oh
and
for
the
record
do
prepare
All
the
omens
I've
been
making
treat
em
like
a
new
despair
With
the
writing
on
the
wall
I
laid
a
clue
and
where'd
I
mark
it
The
furnace
outta
service
it's
too
cold
in
this
apartment
Still
I've
been
deterred
unproductive
Patterns
alternated
what's
familiar
is
disrupted
Passage
of
acts
and
that's
where
we
diverged
Took
the
capsule
it
swelled
right
before
it
submerged
I'm
choking
on
my
envy
just
put
me
down
gently
Estranged
and
on
the
verge
emotions
starting
to
tempt
me
This
carcass
made
of
spoils
the
spindles
and
coils
Inoculated
antidotes
were
nothing
but
loyal
What's
it
like
with
the
loss
and
the
chills
how
it
aches
How
we
used
to
drive
down
to
the
edge
of
the
lake
With
the
cascading
current
to
carry
the
skepticism
Said
the
limited
minutes
you
got
you
wanna
spend
it
with
em
Understandable
had
to
go
got
to
make
it
by
the
curfew
Wasn't
my
intention
to
bring
it
up
or
to
hurt
you
I
just
wanna
hear
it
cause
you've
been
so
apathetic
You
say
that
you're
more
susceptible
and
prone
cause
it's
genetic
Only
child
no
one
ever
taught
me
how
to
share
Tell
me
how
am
I
to
learn
when
I
got
nobody
there
Keep
the
bloodline
intact
put
the
burden
onto
me
But
it's
the
repetition
grating
working
in
monotony
Trapped
been
in
a
bubble
in
this
extended
period
You
would
ask
what's
the
cause
well
I
say
there's
a
myriad
Wake
up
wanting
to
end
it
and
I'm
sleeping
so
terribly
You
say
that
you
got
it
easy
well
at
least
when
compared
to
me
Trained
to
recognize
distress
and
any
signs
of
harm
Was
given
a
head
start
before
they
sounded
the
alarm
And
I
will
reap
the
consequences
for
the
years
to
come
I
turned
a
blind
eye
to
the
symptoms
that
were
clear
to
some
I'm
choking
on
my
envy
just
put
me
down
gently
Estranged
and
on
the
verge
emotions
starting
to
tempt
me
This
carcass
made
of
spoils
the
spindles
and
coils
Inoculated
antidotes
were
nothing
but
loyal
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