Lyrics Winter - YDoubleR

I'll pick up the phone
When you call me, love
I'll wait till I'm old
In this cold
Hopeless has grown, grown, grown

Hold my hand
Take me to the depth with you (Yeah)
Love it when you come around
Hold my hair
Pull the strings I can not reach (Yeah)
Love it when you come around

How do I even start, I love you
But we tear each other apart
Should I say how I feel? We spent some time away so we could mentally heal
But what It cost? I could never get back
A message away and then we're back at the start
Back when your heart was full of blossoming yards
The flowers are looking so dark, now
I'm just sad we could never pull though
And if we do it would be my arms rapped around you
It's funny how the conflict starts, immediate change of mood
Don't wanna be stepped on 'try wearing my shoes', but I'm not tryna attack
When most our arguments consist of blaming the past
And we just focus on the wrong for a need to be right
We move forward from disagreeing to a whole nother night (Nother night, nother night)
I'd be in my day dream thinking bout a family and what we could achieve together as a Couple
Blinding our problems to a movie we can laugh at
Hiding the modest man to prove we're not in trouble
And I hope your thinking of the memories all the happy times and downward spirals
As a lesson not a mistake, no matter what
'Profound good or misery'
I'll always have your back as a friend, that's what I thought

Cause I wouldn't mind if you would ring my phone
And plan to come around to see your lover, sort this situation out
Feeling helpless cause I can not cope, It's selfish I know
I really need you more than ever in this cold winter
Cause I wouldn't mind if you would ring my phone
And plan to come around to see your lover, sort this situation out
Feeling helpless cause I can not cope, It's selfish I know
I really need you more than ever in this cold winter

Hold my hand
Take me to the depth with you (Yeah)
Love it when you come around
Hold my hair
Pull the strings I can not reach (Yeah)
Love it when you come around

Just look at us now, didn't mean to make you feel betrayed threw in the towel (Fuck)
I'm just tryna be safe, I'm sorry I'm so broken, was hoping you would understand
Everything we were going through at the time
Mental state bad was thinking bout suicide
Which made the fact harder, at 18 realizing you're gonna be a father
It's not that I didn't wanna have a child, even thought about it all that week I would smile
Reality kicked in I was unprepared would I have to give up my music, I got scared
Didn't have a job didn't have a car the fact we had broken up two weeks ago was never Fair
Mentally I was a wreck before I even found out, Eventually I had to come to terms open My loud mouth and said how I felt (Shit)
Was never leading you on I needed some help
And you were so strong thought out I was proud
Was never meant to cause you pain on how I truly felt
Our mum and dads had our back from the jump
I don't hate you truly love you and I hope that we can sort it out
For our baby's sake, put each other back together, now that's a start

Cause I wouldn't mind if you would ring my phone
And plan to come around to see your lover, sort this situation out
Feeling helpless cause I can not cope, It's selfish I know
I really need you more than ever in this cold winter

I'll pick up the phone
When you call me, love
I'll wait till I'm old
In this cold
Hopeless has grown, grown