Lyrics It Was - Yab-D feat. A.C Angel

Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)
Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)
Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)
Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)
Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)
Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)
Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)

Don't wanna think about what it was
Not ready to blow off the dust
Let it sink, let it rot, let it rust
No good, all lies, no trust

Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)
Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)
Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)
Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)

Nah I don't wanna think about it, don't think I'm ready
To talk abt my pockets when they weren't really that heavy
To talk about my car that flipped then moving to the Chevy
Inflatable mattress, there was no food inside of my belly

God damn, a little boy in our hands
An accident, absent of examples to be a man
Defiant, non-compliant, hard for me to hear I can't
And now I stand, expecting all the flowers every fans
Medallions

Swishers, diamonds, riches, and the trophies
And a million dollar mansion to feel cozy
Headlights flashing from the foreigns like adobe
All while the past fades away better than Kobe

What you're listening to right now is me coping
Revisiting the memories, praying and hoping
That one day you'll understand why I am so broken
Why did a little boy take all the hate and let it soak in

I remember how I always felt so hopeless
Help around me but everyone outta focus
So confused about what could've been his motive
So they acted like they didn't even notice

So all I could do is sit there and just take it
Go up to my room lock the door to escape it
A different shrink every month in attempts to save it
He picked a story, switched the story, changed it, and replaced it

Face it, you and I were a broken equation
Trying to find the answers but always returning vacant
You did nothing for me but indeed you taught me patience
And thanks to you the prophet inside me he was awakened
Amazing, I turned out despite the misinformation
That I would never amount to nothing hallucinating

I wanna reach the top and catch about a 100 dubs
And if I ever do it'll be because of what it was

Don't wanna think about what it was
Not ready to blow off the dust
Let it sink, let it rot, let it rust
No good, all lies, no trust

Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)
Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)
Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)
Don't wanna think about what it was (It was)

I don't wanna think about what it was
Only heard some stories so I don't know who to trust
5 years old being relayed some second hand love

The story that I tell is of a second hand thug
That was cleaned up and rinsed like a second hand rug
Was it worth it in the end, guess we'll have to see huh?
But I've been ranting, I digress, let me tell you who my father was

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They was looking to have some fun
Mom and Pops trying to land a home-run
Trying to come up on a bag have a fam' and call it done

Mom was 19 acting like she was older
Chris was 42 homie never was sober
I ain't talking 'bout no juice or no fucking Paloma
Shooting juices up his veins in the fucking Tacoma

So what?
What it do?
In a coma eating drinking out of tubes
Mom was pregnant and she didn't have a clue
And when she found out she did not know what to do

But that's for later
4 days back she still asking God for favors
Condition critical on a ventilator
His breath was labored, her prayers were never catered
So when it comes to God don't ask why I'm a hater

But it happened, got a kid in her belly, got a slap in
The face so hard from her grief, it was distracting
She told the fam' and they said, "you capping"

Now they all on my mom's Facebook talking 'bout
"Oh he look like Chris"
And I appreciate that but it's too late to build a relationship

Don't wanna think about what it was
Not ready to blow off the dust
Let it sink, let it rot, let it rust
No good all lies no trust

Don't wanna think about what it was
Don't wanna think about what it was
Don't wanna think about what it was
Don't wanna think about what it was