Lyrics before the storm - yesterday , guardin

I've been saving this for the weekend
But, babe, this lives to numb my emotions
My hair is split, I'm cutting the loose ends
My brain is shit, I'm tired of trying
I'm sick of this patience, logic comes to dying
I knew you were lying, but I didn't care
You were something to stop my self-hatred
I didn't dare ask a question
You're always on my mind, intervention for loving too many times
Did I mention?
This pain is a way of life
You learn to live with it, or you let it eat you alive
I kill myself just to be myself
Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden
I kill myself just to be myself
Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden
I kill myself just to be myself
Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden
I kill myself just to be myself
Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden
Oh, the fuckin' mind
Just another psychopathic little prick
You decide
It seems better here without me 'cause you're feelin' the life
All I ever did was love you, but everything dies
There's a monster in my head that's ripping me apart
Making spaces in the places where we both would start
To separating every day, I blow my candles out
I'm sittin' tight, but that's not something you could care about
Oh, I like being as we're tired of the way
If you don't like me anymore, then please don't bother to attempt
I'm a waste of energy, you'll never see the point in this
I'm sick, 'cause love is tragic, I'm not something you would miss
(I'm not something you would miss, oh)
(I'm not something you would miss)
I kill myself just to be myself
Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden
I kill myself just to be myself
Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden
I kill myself just to be myself
Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden
I kill myself just to be myself
Don't even ask the question, all I'll be is a burden
I'm so fucking lost without you
(I'm so fucking lost without you)
They don't really care about you
(They don't really care about you)
They don't really care about you
(They don't really care about you)