Lyrics Misunderstood - Yuws

Everyday I wake up with no context
So I'm tryna speak my life and make some content
I heard people wanna treat me like an object
We gone see that energy when I'm the main subject
I've been treating my life like a project
All my proof being built up in the process
Why they see me as a villain or a suspect
Ain't nobody held me up when I was at my lowest

My life's a whole movie I've been moving chronological
Like Indian actors tryna dodge my way through all these obstacles
Just want someone to listen, pay attention when I talk to you
It feels like every question that I'm asking sounds rhetorical
Every time somebody's gone, I hope the pain's periodical
Cause I've been feeling hurt, from the top to my abdominals
The devil interfering finna make me diabolical
Like Plato I'm just tryna be more wise and philosophical
Drowned in, couldn't keep my head up on the surface
Shedding tears while I pour my heart out on these verses
Protecting all my morals you could call me secret service
Can't fix my broken heart I need way more than the surgeon
Staring at the mirror tryna find my inner-person
My reflection screaming at me for a purpose
Been a broke kid living in suburbans
Waiting on a blessing cause my soul is full of curses

Everyday I wake up with no context
So I'm tryna speak my life and make some content
I heard people wanna treat me like an object
We gone see that energy when I'm the main subject
I've been treating my life like a project
All my proof being built up in the process
Why they see me as a villain or a suspect
Ain't nobody held me up when I was at my lowest