Lyrics Long Dark Winter (feat. Lefty & AnyWay Da God) - Zaflon

I'm just trying to stay one hundred
All this pain I think I love it
I'm trying to change my ways but she's trying to change the subject
I'm always getting high instead of trying to rise above it
There's only one way from the summit
I gave it all ain't not enough for you
I know that loving me is tough for you
You say your trying but you ain't
Calling me a devil like you've really been a saint
Remembering that day.
All I see is red and now the stains won't go away
You told me not to leave, now you're begging me to stay
Ain't it funny how things change when scribbling these lyrics on a page
I'm just trying to find a way
Someone open up the gate
Why you full of hate? we 're supposed to be the same.
Why you full of hate, why you never want to change, I ain't trying to escape so I guess that I'm to blame

Long Dark winter
Cold makes you shiver
Watch a nigga flow like the river
Don't want to loose man I'm trying to be a winner
But I can't even trust you if you ain't a sinner

Long Dark winter
Cold makes you shiver
Watch a nigga flow like the river
Don't want to loose man I'm trying to be a winner
I can't even trust you if you aint a sinner

We never met each other perfect
All of y'all met me whilst hurting my aura
And presence caused unearthing
And jerking of heart strings
Determined to get to knowing my love for certain.
Caused truths to surface
Disturbances and instances emerging
The ugly lives for purging
To show and hold the real person
On introduction felat resurgence
Ha! - knew your searching was getting warm
Drawn to what you think you're looking for
This charging bull I ignore
All the red flags are matador
Store target you'll never score
Caught in the ocean of many forms
War torn weather, many storms
My water's dark and covers many shores
To land on ex marks the spot
Discover I'm too lonely for what I am here to solve

Long Dark winter
Cold makes you shiver
Watch a nigga flow like the river
Don't want to loose man I'm trying to be a winner
But I can't even trust you if you ain't a sinner

Long Dark winter
Cold makes you shiver
Watch a nigga flow like the river
Don't want to loose man I'm trying to be a winner
I can't even trust you if you ain't a sinner

No one makes it out alive
You cut me up like sushi now I'm striving to survive
For a vengeance and I feel the true tension
Breaking up like Brexit when you mention
Everything you saw
You had it written with an underscore
Backing up the memories remembering you
Used to be my Paramore
Now a parasitic metaphor
Locked down in this maze like the Minotaur
I feel the cold sinking in my bones
Draining my soul like mephedrone
Like the cracks on my telephone
Picking up the pieces of my dignity
Never how it used to be
Keep the flame burning for the fam
And that's the whole klan
Hold a torch for the motherland
Even if it means I'm partisan
It's all part of the masterplan

Long Dark winter
Cold makes you shiver
Watch a nigga flow like the river
Don't want to loose man I'm trying to be a winner
But I can't even trust you if you ain't a sinner

Long Dark winter
Cold makes you shiver
Watch a nigga flow like the river
Don't want to loose man I'm trying to be a winner
I can't even trust you if you ain't a sinner