Lyrics I Talk To Ghosts - Zakk Genni

This gon' be the realest shit I ever wrote
Catch me in my feels after I let it out
I know I got a deal but just hear me out
My time is not here yet so imma talk it out
And you're gonna here me out you're not gon' make a sound
An imma say it loud
So gather round
All eyes on me
Mom look at me now

Yeah these demons in my head they bringing up my past trauma,
I tried to drown em out with meds that put me into a coma,
And when I said there's voices in my head you told me I was crazy,
Been in therapy so long they still don't know how to save me,
I got scars all up my arms and tattoos on half my body,
Shit I don't like the way I look without this ink I put on me,
But when my thoughts kept me awake at night,
I was so damn sleep deprived,
Depression hit a different low,
That shit left me traumatized,
Hallucinations telling me that I was better off dead,
Doctor gave me a prescription I just wanted a friend,
I had so much potential but now I'm a lunatic,
Shit I don't know what they gave me but it's wearing off quick

If I told you I talk to ghosts,
You'd tell me that I'm losing my mind,
If I told you I'm feeling low,
You'd tell me I'm fine,
So tell me what I gotta say to you for you to help me out,
I been begging for someone to save me,
But there's no one around,
I been slitting my wrists,
I been taking these pills,
I've been crying out for help it feels like nobody cares,
I been talking to myself I'm 'bout to cut off my ears,
My mental health has been deteriorating for years,

My dark thoughts come to life sometimes,
And I put that knife into my spine,
I don't like the way I look sometimes,
I got scars from all the good 'ol times,
The psych ward said that I lost my mind,
I wanna take my life and I have tried,
It's like night inside of my wind pipe,
The words that come out don't come out right,
These dreams that I have I'm terrified,
I can't sleep look into my bloodshot eyes,
I was broken down and tossed aside,
Took for granted now I'm dead inside,

If I told you I talk to ghosts,
You'd tell me that I'm losing my mind,
If I told you I'm feeling low,
You'd tell me I'm fine,
So tell me what I gotta say to you for you to help me out,
I been begging for someone to save me,
But there's no one around,
I been slitting my wrists,
I been taking these pills,
I've been crying out for help it feels like nobody cares,
I been talking to myself I'm 'bout to cut off my ears,
My mental health has been deteriorating for years,

I just need a fix just give me something quick,
My therapist a dick he took my Vicodin again
Ignoring all my calls I think I frighten him,
Shit I've been scratching at these walls I lost my mind again,
And I've been wandering these halls at night it's frightening,
That's when my friends come out to play but I'm not like them,