Lyrics Distance (feat. Pitchboi) - Zalea

Tunnel vision, when I got you on my mind
Walking in the dark and I'm falling every time
Landing made of daggers all lined up in my spine
I miss you and I hate you, my messy paradigm
I'm so tired of falling
Now you stopped calling
You left me balling
Tell me why I can't stop falling
So much distance between us
Girl you so confusing you must be from Venus
I think I wanna memorize your features
If this was high school, I'd wanna meet ya by the bleachers
Put me in detention you can be my teacher
Wake me up on Sunday and you can be my preacher
But the stars don't align, guess it's not our time
It never would of worked but they say love is blind
Keep me in ya memory, cause you in mine
Think this thing with you was special just so one of a kind

Haven't hit my phone up in a day or two that's something new
All of the resistance made for distance, keeping space from you
Time always heals as they say so Imma let it loose
Put my heart on the track, just so you can take a stab
Put it all on the line, and I hate how you react
Stay in the back of my mind, and I hope it's just a fad
I need distance from you, now I know this is a fact

Yes I know this is a fact, there's no taking words back
I go savage in second gotta ease my mind with rap
There's a reason it happened the way it did
You were just a chapter, you can't overwrite the kid nah
Never again will you get the chance to spite me
Now I won't either and that's just less exciting
I don't really miss all the times that we were fighting
But I miss you
Tried to tell myself I don't
Tried to tell myself not to look too sad at home
Tryna respect his feelings so mine can't be shown
I don't really like to deal with issues all alone
I'm a Gemini, pick a side to ride or die
Pricked my finger on a rose, didn't realize
Had to look down see the blood on my toes
That's a stain, and I saw it in his eyes
This ain't picture perfect I need structure by my side
We need, we need, we need space
I need, I need, I need chase
All these drugs is probably laced
Closed my eyes and saw your face
When will all these feelings fade
I don't like this bed we made
All these games I feel played
What the fuck is left to say

Haven't hit my phone up in a week or two that's something new
All of the resistance made for distance, keeping space from you
Time always heals as they say so Imma let it loose
Put my heart on the track, just so you can take a stab
Put it all on the line, and I hate how you react
Stay in the back of my mind, and I hope it's just a fad
I need distance from you, now I know this is a fact

I've had issues with my attitude since I learned to speak
You don't like my temper but you ain't seen the peak
I've had issues with my mental when I forgot to breathe
I don't like no new friends cause these bitches always leave
Are you kidding me girl, you must be kidding me
I ain't been like this since a teen I don't know what's gotten into me
Fuck wit me emotionally and mentally
Don't put me down too gently
That for you would be way too friendly
I came around now I'm the talk of the town
Baby girl love like a gun shoot me with like 50 rounds
I'm on the ground life flash before my eyes
Saw the devil in a dress when she pull off that disguise

You see these tattoos baby, it's a cover
Cause I been left scarred by different lovers
I hope you understand that I need patience
But you been so amazing, can't explain it
Trust me, go ahead and just leave
I'll get by, by on my own with paper and crushed leaves
I need that
And if you ever find my heart you can keep that
I'm better off by myself

Haven't hit my phone up in a month or two that's something new
All of the resistance made for distance, keeping space from you
Time always heals as they say so Imma let it loose
Put my heart on the track, just so you can take a stab
Put it all on the line, and I hate how you react
Stay in the back of my mind, and I hope it's just a fad
I need distance from you, now I know this is a fact