Lyrics Like Gold - ZEKIEL

I'm so cold
I'm so cold

I admit it, I've been drinking and I don't know what I'm thinking
I'm addicted to the liquor, nothing sweeter when I'm sicker, no
Be my señorita, you can try replace the alcohol
This party's cool but if you wanna roll, we can go (we can go)

I feel like I'm drowning, head pounding deep in the ocean
I feel the water deep in my lungs,
Something to trigger nostalgia
I feel a bit older, feel a bit colder,
Feel a bit weaker
Feel like my shoulders burdens on both
Bigger than boulders,
Mountains have never been steeper
Running in rain,
Hiding my tears and shielding the pain
I talk to myself,
I've gotta change,
But I'm so stubborn and stuck in my ways
And inside, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, I'm so cold
And inside, I'm so cold, I'm so cold, just like gold

Now I'm drunk and rambling
In a room of people that cannot stand me
Only really 'cuz I'm barely standing
All my conversations so dazed and scrambled
Stumble out my uber Audi, fumble for my house key
Well I forget you changed the locks so I guess I'm stuck out here

I admit it, I've been drinking and I don't know what I'm thinking
I'm addicted to the liquor, nothing sweeter when I'm sicker, no
Be my señorita, you can try replace the alcohol
This party's cool but if you wanna roll, we can go (we can go)

I guess it was fun at the start,
But I'm using this bottle to vent with
I punish my liver and dull all my senses
Pushing away all the people I'm friends with
I'm feeling alone in a room full of people
I'm legless for more than attention
I wanted love and I wanted affection
I just want answers for all of my questions
Will I die young? Will I succeed?
Will I give up?
Am I gonna be happy in life or lacking behind?
I guess I'll be looking for me

I admit it, I've been drinking and I don't know what I'm thinking
I'm addicted to the liquor
Nothing sweeter when I'm sicker, no
Be my señorita, you can try replace the alcohol
This party's cool but if you wanna roll, we can go (we can go)

I'm so cold, so cold, so cold, like gold