Lyrics Dream - Zom B

Sitting here hearing the screams
Can't tell where they're from it seems
I've lost my way who's on my team
Is it me fiends treat me like ice cream
Chomping down even though it's not needed
Take it easy peasy please I feel free
Pleasing the seams of my heart strings
I can't see I'm blind hey Don't breathe
They'll attack me hiding in silence
A quiet place for me to die on the inside
I've tried to find my way on the ride
Seems no matter how hard that I try
I'm still found outside lost on the inside
The faces are not nice tonight fights
On in my soul heart body and mind
Grinding my teeth impact strike
A match watch it fall flame bright
Fire lighting up the abyss so I
Can see the faces in me pick up some speed
Drive the knife tears in my eyes
Open my arms hold me tonight when I cry
Turn back around get lost in my mind

You ever look around
Get turned around following the sound
Quiet then loud
Screaming when they are found

Binds that bound
Turn the key wound
Like a toy without
Batteries moving mouth
Screaming when they are found

You ever lose your way
Like there is detours in the way
And you don't know where to go
I mean your phones not dead
But it's at 10 percent when
Did you get here must have went
The wrong way made a wrong turn
I've seen that fern on the last turn
Should I turn around stomach hurts
It's stirring churning you think you heard
A voice maybe saw a light it's dark
Hark on the silence make a choice
Screaming in your head scramble your brain
Freeze frame take a break pull over car died
Sit and cry I don't want to die open your eyes

In your room time for a talk

Went from writing songs in 20 minutes
To 20 minutes worth of 5 stages of grief I'm in it
Now and I don't want to repeat but I meant it
I need this I'll put my all fall and rise up in it

I'm not one of the ones rising up from the ghettos
But I'm like you we all got our own types of struggles
Pick up this mic like a gun let em know we'll never be muzzled
Hip hop is the weapon that we need to fight all our troubles

They are against all of us white black yellow and red
They want all our energy resources then want us dead
Killing eachother fight one another keeping us fed
Build us coffins work us into being comfortable inem like beds

I wanna be doing this for fun
Not because I have to
I wanna be raising my son
Kneeling with him praising the son

Of the one and true God
That put me on top
Wanna make some flops
So I can say that I will never stop

Taking my turn better stall em
Doubts in my head and I call em
Bars in my mind see I got em
9 in my brain kill the problem

Sitting here seeing just like you
Millions here like us too
Puddle in the mud gotta steer through
Writing bars trying to be seen too

I wanna fight
I wanna try
I wanna cry
I wanna die

Heart Feeling so cold
Got me feeling so low
I mean
Going alone feeling solo

I was listening to beautiful
Feeling the ridicule
Feeling boxed off
Put me in a cubicle
Put me on pharmaceuticals
Let me feel the chemicals
Life's Going like a cartoon ace
Feeling 2d and that's cool

Listening to mansions
Asking these questions
They forgot to mention
They were going to put me on the bench an
Laugh at me only in my head then
Critique myself become the best when
I feel like I have no energy
But you can sit here and listen to my synergy
Fill in my misery
Is this life taking all the energy that's in me
But I still spill it all on this beat
Ignore all the pain in my feet
When I get home this music is like a treat
So sit here and listen to my lyrical feats