Lyrics Abyss - Zom B

Eyes open Lights shining
Close the blinds lights declining
Like my mental health inside me
Hide it on my face eye me
Ask me why I'm not smiling
Maybe because I don't know what I'm doing
Trying to get out of this debt
I'm hearing all of this booing
But its inside of my head
You don't hear my words
What is it you don't get

You don't understand
I can't explain it to you man
Alright take a fan blistering heat
Freezing cold sweat beads
Dripping down your nose
Skin pale your going into shock
Hyper or hypothermia which one
In an abulance circle the block
1 time 2 time 3 times 4
Already 12 what are you living for
Already feel too tired to get up close the door
Get down on the floor blade to your wrist
Wait there's more blood on the floor
Open your skin just to distract
But when to come to regrets intact
Addicted to pain you do it again
Start a constant cycle never ends like a train

Wake up realize it was all in your brain
Look out the window sun's going down
Cover yourself up dread your blanket
Hole in the boat heart you sank it
Drown in sorrow happiness you borrow
But hey there's always tomorrow

Sink Into my abyss again
I need a friend is this the end
Hurt me then I heard what you said
Look outside close the lights darkness bright in my eyes

Shallow heart broke apart
Shattered brain crashing waves
In my head end of days
In my eyes endless daze

My shallow heart is broken apart
Shattered my brain like crashing waves
In my head it's the end of days
Look in my eyes endless daze

Am I blind it's dark where am I
I hear these voices sounds like my
Mother my sister father and brother
Can't stand one another but stand
By eachother air Thinning smothering
Me what am I seeing things that couldn't be
But what if they were what if I had a family
That didn't serve eachothers brains like volley ball
Destroy eachother till there is nothing left
No Binds no strings no happy things
No late night sings karaoke machines
It stings to think these things are normal for
Other kids someone bid on our childhoods
And the devil won blacken the sun