Lyrics Inside - Zom B

Beat from pendo
Where'd the pen go
Thoughts have been slow
Where did my head go

Yeah beat from pendo
I found my pen though
Fought my thoughts let's go
Imma have to fend though oh no

Take a peek inside
It's dark where's the light
Hear the voices now not in sight
Close but the light tonight decline

Tripped fell To the floor
Flipped switch Where's the door
Kicked bodies on the floor
Lights out must be short

Feels like I'm losing my mind
I'm here there is nothing to find
Where do I go can't find the light
In this abyss I fall tonight

Life rushes past
This might be my last
Live fast or let it crash
Life is broken I need a cast

Alright get a grip
Don't want to trip or slip
Move slow or risk a tip
Where you going take a hit

Wake up in the bed
Ringing in my head
Just a dream get off the bed
Here I go I'm falling again

Demons all around
I can't make a sound
Risk of being found
Heart pounding and it's loud

Fear found me first too scared
Feeling like nobody cared
Get up and run I wouldn't dare
Strip me of my pride till I'm bare

Feels like I'm losing my mind
I'm here the is nothing to find
Where do I go can't find the light
In this abyss I fall tonight

Life rushes past
This might be my last
Live fast or let it crash
Life is broken I need a cast

Shame is next on the list
Nothing right you got the gist
Hands up but he pops the wrist
Confidence goodbye kissed

Stand up and fight alright
Regret kicks in and i bite
My tounge as I watch this light
Slowly fading fight this plight

Can I even do this without
Feeling like I'm in a drought
Heart dries up no beats to count
Last one in line is Doubt

It's time to get on my feet
Show them what it's like to be weak
Feed off of them or at least
Bottle it up feed this beast in me

Feels like I'm losing my mind
I'm here the is nothing to find
Where do I go can't find the light
In this abyss I fall tonight

Life rushes past
This might be my last
Live fast or let it crash
Life is broken I need a cast

Flick the lights back off
My world now i live in this dark loft
Manifested in it picked them off
One by one I show them what I got

You say I can't do it
Working and hurting but I fight through it
Getting rid of you like infestation quit
Whatever I'm saying what ever I doubt it

Do what I have to to get here
No matter the choices alone here
Opportunities I took don't belong here
Continue what I'm doing no regrets here

Not proud of my worst moments
Learned from them made my opponents
Looking at it now I've gotta own it
Gonna think it's a shame won't it

Ups and down go all around now
Kicking and screaming on my own how
Did I reach this point oh I know now
It's a shame don't regret doubting my fear Wow

Grew up in the dark
Build it and pick it apart
Flow alone and making my art
Go at it alone till I top the chart

I'm refusing the dialogue
Not misusing my monolog
But infusing a song and log
Of confusing sing along

When your all alone and on your own
Know your not the only one pick up the phone
Play this beat time to go hear the tone
Follow me on this road were going home

Gonna snuggle with disturbance
Gotta juggle with turbulence
Or just struggle with insurgents
Gettin muzzled as deterrents

Bouta scrape this colony
Sorry shape a rod I need
Be a great you'll follow me
Or I'll break you with lobotomy

Get dedicated be a scholar
Get medicated and go hollar
Or dead and mated with a collar
I'll sediment it with a dollar

Not creeping I'm unique
Just peeping for the peak
Just seeping in the creak
I'm keeping it for the week