Lyrics dont think abt it - carter c

You see, you don't get it
I feel like I'm nothing at all
If I could figure it out
Maybe I could feel better

But I don't know what I am

I don't feel, I don't feel good at all
I'd stab myself with the back of your hammer
Cut myself
Ripping my hair out

And I won't be
What I want you to think I am
I look too boyish and my voice is too low
Drowning myself in my shower at 9am

Don't think about it it's not important
Don't think about it it's not important
Don't think about it it's not important
Don't think about it it's not important

So I'll never know what I am

I think I'd die
End my life to be understood
At least then I won't have to worry about whether or not I can feel like a person
By a tree covered in blood and the leaves
My hands are gone and I'm stabbed to death
But at least then I'm not a man
I guess