Lyrics excuse - Demxntia

I know that you see right through my bluff
Whenever the times are getting tough
I know that I'm quick to give it up
When trying my best just ain't enough
It's been hard for me to balance
And even harder to break the habits
Though it sounds like an excuse
I just wanted to tell you the truth (wow, demxntia)

I know that you see right through my bluff
Whenever the times are getting tough
I know that I'm quick to give it up
When trying my best just ain't enough
It's been hard for me to balance
And even harder to break the habits
Though it sounds like an excuse
I just wanted to tell you the truth

That my alarm's been a little quiet
Or maybe I'm just sleeping through it
But I still wake up before noon
So I can try and cook some food
Even if I don't really wanna do shit
I still try to work on music
So I can chill in the afternoon
All alone in my dark ass room

Huh, I know it sounds a bit depressing
But I don't know how else to express it
All the money I been flexing doesn't help like I expected
Crossed out every goal I set (every goal I set)
But I'm so far from being content (far from being content)
Now there's a void inside my chest
Wait, am I making any sense?

I know that you see right through my bluff
Whenever the times are getting tough
I know that I'm quick to give it up
When trying my best just ain't enough
It's been hard for me to balance
And even harder to break the habits
Though it sounds like an excuse
I just wanted to tell you the truth

I hate that I'm never just fine
And I hate the sharp look in my eyes
I know I got a temper
I hope that it gets better over time, ooh

I know it sounds a bit depressing
But I don't know how else to express it (to express it, ooh)
All the money I been flexing doesn't help like I expected (doesn't help like I expected)
Crossed out every goal I set (every goal I set)
But I'm so far from being content (far from being content)
Now there's a void inside my chest
Wait, am I making any sense?

I know that you see right through my bluff
Whenever the times are getting tough
I know that I'm quick to give it up
When trying my best just ain't enough (just ain't enough)
It's been hard for me to balance (hard for me to balance)
And even harder to break the habits (to break the habits)
Though it sounds like an excuse (sounds like an excuse)
I just wanted to tell you the truth

I know that you see right through my bluff
Whenever the times are getting tough
I know that I'm quick to give it up
When trying my best just ain't enough (just ain't enough)
It's been hard for me to balance (hard for me to balance)
And even harder to break the habits (to break the habits)
Though it sounds like an excuse...