Lyrics geronimo - guardin

Don't do it for them, do it for yourself, maybe
Disguising the truth, convincing myself, they hate me
Are you really there, or am I just talking to myself?
I'll do it again, I'll stay up and watch the sunrise
On top of the shed, I wish I could stay here all night
I don't understand, why is it always just like this?

I miss drinking until six a.m
With all of my friends, even ones I just met
Hey Owen, I hope that you're listening, man
You helped me get outta my bedroom again
I was on the verge of the end of it all
But nobody knew at all

And I wish that I could get stuck in the past
Back before we started moving so fast
Standing this still, is a choice that won't last
And neither will we, so I guess it's a wrap
From here, I see this so clearly
At the edge of the world, still in fear of my feelings

(At the edge of the world, still in fear of my feelings)
(At the edge of the world, still in fear of my feelings)

I had everything mapped to a T
But everything here isn't quite as it seems
There's blood everywhere from the heart on my sleeve
A permanent fix, yeah, I wanted to leave
It all behind me
Cauterizing
The thread on my wings, so I'm no longer flying

Help!
I'm trying to climb out this hell
But it's hard to talk when I lack all the skills to get outta my shell
I'm not scared to jump, so just please don't come near me
When I hit the bottom is when they'll start cheering
And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you're hearing this

(And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you hear me)
(And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello, can you hear me?)
(And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you hear me)
(And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello, can you hear me?)
(And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you hear me)
(And now I'm a ghost, oh, hello, can you hear me?)
(And now I'm a ghost, I don't know if you hear me)