Lyrics tantrum - handkerchief code

She's leaving
And I don't know whether it's my fault
I've broken the mirror
Because I can't stand to look at myself
Why am I so frail?
I just need to go away
I need a way out
I'm a loser
I'm a fuck-up
No one likes me
I just suck
Everything's bullshit
Everything's a lie
She left me
I'm alone
I should die