Lyrics ward stories - handkerchief code

What do you mean?
It's all on me
I almost died
I can't blame it all on
The quarterback
Or my ex
Or the people who blew me off
It's just me
I can't shower without people coming in to check on me
Making posters about the triggers
Oh my god
What the fuck is happening?
Reading tons of material
About getting out
About breathing
But my brains telling me
I can get out of here
And finish the job