Lyrics Mike - heylog

(Heylog)

Oh, on this road alone, dead bush rollin' by
Seein' stars shootin' around, but it's not even night
I can't even keep my legs under me even if I tried
Voices say to rest my feet, but it's all just a lie

Man, this struggle never ends, even if I want it to
I barely can pretend 'cause it's not me or what I wanna do
And I'm not afraid of death, but it's somethin' I would never choose
And I wish that I knew less, 'cause I'm tryna see the right of you

Lurkin' in the shadows, oh man, I feel alive
I don't think that I am seeable, I might burn from the light
And I'm tired fightin' battles with me, myself and I
'Cause I don't got any strategies or tactics in this mind
I keep puttin' people first, but I need to be more selfish
And I need to know my worth, 'cause right now I'm really helpless
And you said that you'd be here for me and I said, "Okay, I doubt that"
Next time, don't promise anything if you're not gonna stick to it

I don't feel like playin' games
I'm so mad that I could punch somethin'
But I learned how to refrain
You said you've changed for the good
But honestly it feels the same

You said you've changed for the good
But honestly you feel the same
(Yeah, you feel the same)

I bottle it up, keep it inside, no out
Let loose of all of me when you're not around
Oh-oh, oh
Oh-oh

I guess you didn't even understand a word I said
I don't think that you deserve me, I think you deserve the best
I can barely make it by, sink into the deepest depths
In my mental, in my mind it's all comin' to an end

Sinkin' to the bottom, yeah, I get it, but what's up?
Tryin' to stay positive, but it's not workin' out
You know you'll never hurt me, I'm already numb
Even if you tried, wish the best of luck

Lurkin' in the shadows, oh man, I feel alive
I don't think that I am seeable, I might burn from the light
And I'm tired fightin' battles with me, myself and I
'Cause I don't got any strategies or tactics in this mind
I keep puttin' people first, but I need to be more selfish
And I need to know my worth, 'cause right now I'm really helpless
And you said that you'd be here for me and I said, "Okay, I doubt that"
Next time, don't promise anything if you're not gonna stick to it