Lyrics The war III - heylog

Resting my eyes wonder if this is a dream
Barely get by, drips of blood stain through my fleece
Stumbled across some stones near the creek
Stopping i pause and hear the angels sing

Gasping breaths of air, vision narrow and it's blurred
Stop telling me to calm down that only makes it worse
Sharpen i got claws now, cutting through my shirt
This is not the end just know soon i will return

Watching people die, i cannot look or see
Covering my eyes, i hear the distant screams
Plugging both my ears but the sound bleeds
Crying more tears than it is raining

Throw it all away could tell u didn't care
Is that all u got? love when it ain't fair
Move me out and crop the picture, never there
People love to talk but never wanna square

Tell me what u want baby tell me what u need
Going through it all everything is out of reach
Engaging in a fight everyone is scared of me
But they will never know deep down i'm only weak

Please just hear me out can u promise me one thing
I can never win if u promise you'll never leave
Baby i'm alone, does life have any means?
Falling through the cracks and slipping right through the seams

Stepping on the gas
Quarter of a tank
I gotta ways to go but i know i have the strength
Not in crowds or packs
2 if even that
I fight all by myself, capable of what i have

Go in pissed off risking my life
Stranded, panic tracking the time
Dangerous hatred, kill and divide
This is not what i had implied

Bleeding out, mission abort
Loose ties, cutting the cords
Stable, carry support
No i don't care if this all distorts

Contradicting yourself, you make no sense
I try to get me to talk but i'm so dense
Shoot my thoughts at the floor and think again
My depression is war, a chain of events

U made a mistake of losing this
Now i feel unworthy of so many things
I continue to grow, thanks to a screen
And continue to fly feeling free

Trusting my gut
Made the right choice
When is it time to stop feeling destroyed
Bottom of the ocean
Fell into a void

I kinda like it here no sign of any noise
Fighting for my life
This is the war III
Letting go of souls
Who were so close to me

Aching won't stop
My heart from leaving
Charging with no hope
But i have to believe

Believe
Believe
Believe oh, i need to believe