Lyrics How I Live - mfwaves

Like hold up, let me get my mind straight
Phenny in an arms race
Against every other drug I've ever loved and I been tryna take
They wanna get me to chill, my face a look that could kill
I'm pushing P, a gel cap up a hill
Way Burt play baccarat, I get in where my name fits
Disappear like a ghost, report left me nameless
New-friend talking Flocka dip, he don't know what the flame is
Pussies say they know my pain was never on the same shit, damn

Like girl what's up, yeah girl what's up yeah girl what's up, yeah
Girl what's new? You don't know how I live but I still love you
Like girl what's up, yeah girl what's up yeah girl what's up, yeah
Girl what's new? You don't know how I live but I still love you

Why the fuck we gotta pay off rich criminals when the poor get locked up
What's a fuckin fine but a law that only exists for those that can't afford it
Why do time when we know they won't do the same
When they're breaking their own laws
I wanna fix it for you, I wanna fix it for you wanna fix it for you
Broken hopeless coated dirty wounds I packed with oily dope pens
Pull back on my head phenny pop like a Pez
Seeing red and black everything the world is a fez
Drugs on the desk in her bouche and her nez
Tron walking on the block I left a pussy glowing blue
All your flows is fake like nuggets you be spitting bone glue
You say you rolling with some homies well a waver known too
And we chilling in some places you'd be scared to go to

Like girl what's up, yeah girl what's up yeah girl what's up, yeah
Girl what's new? You don't know how I live but I still love you

Depression in my head won't quit
Shawty tryna beg me to swim but I don't wanna live
Phenny there for me, when anxiety
Make me feel like the end right now
Slowly watch the hours, count down
List out objects in the room I can make out
Stuck paralyzed from the neck down
Hate my life but I'm scared to die
Silver on my neck it ain't expensive but the shoe fit
Don't like games but I double don't play Truth Is
Can't stand fakes, but all plastic where my face is
Addictions advanced, but your struggles so basic
Success on the tip of my tongue, tryna taste it
I lost all the words I was meant to be saying
To you so you left, I'm the one that I'm blaming
Life's tide like the sea, cause you know I'll be waving away

Like girl what's up, yeah girl what's up yeah girl what's up, yeah
Girl what's new? You don't know how I live but I still love you
Like girl what's up, yeah girl what's up yeah girl what's up, yeah
Girl what's new? You don't know how I live but I still love you