Lyrics Recognition of My Existence - nic, from z4

The crew's all here
The bands here so we can dance to a ballad
You thick like the thing on the menu called wedge salad
No wedges needed for you girl
That's my favorite climb in my past time, being with you girl
I swear, like, I'm so in love with you

Let's take it back to a time
When I realized you aren't mine
I daydream because I'm a light sleeper
I am my own keeper
I deserve and I deliver

Sometimes when we look in the mirror
It was they way we used to appear
Times where you gotta get it out the mud
No light is near
The amount of work I gotta do for me, and you
It an amount that's sheer
We working all the time, day and night
Because the future's near
You gotta stop acting like failure is an enemy like fear
It just means that you see it through beyond just here
Daytime Steve said that if you going through hell
Why the hell would you stop there?
Things getting better the more I push
I mean competition where?
Oh, you mean the green and black stripes over there
Yea, that is rare
Rare for a bitch to think that because I'm off my game
She can play in my face, what a shame
This is my life that we talking bout, anyways
You'll be back, you can't stay still inertial reference frame
Newton, not newt the outcast we dispute
The law of motions said you shaking it right
But, right now, girl, I can't be distracted by that
I really need you at night
As I lay in my bed, pillow head on my head, pillow made of stone
Toss and turn, light one, let it first,
Just sitting waiting for your name to pop up on my phone
When we first met, I never thought I'd be this pressed to a text, damn
Showing some fucking emotion don't mean that you ducking
Or you a lame, i'm at the palace of buckingham
The one in Birmingham, near Sylac where shit be white and black
I gotta smoke this shit, I'll be right back
Boy this ain't no "Wheel of Fortune" isogram
Shit, I feel myself getting angry for entertaining again
It's my existence feeling some recognition

Can I get some recognition?
For my existence
Yea, it took me a while to get lit like this
But I dedicated my mind, body, and spirit to this
This some out the womb I been doing this
Plain over icy because I decide what trends are in
I am Ms. Many Men
World to Legend 50, that nigga work ethic insane though
Our generation's could be too but nigga you reap what you sow
I know who and whose I am boy, s
Hit took years or persistance, preexistence, coexistence
And being stuck in middle distance
But I will say now I do have Recognition of My Existence
Ah

Google my girl Dr. Brene Brown
Every time her lips crease to talk, she throw facts down
One night when I was stranded alone downtown
I had to look deep down and remember that even
Cinderella eventually got a ball gown
Damn, it's like a countdown to another break down
But I got a high EQ, i'm good to have around
World tour brewing slowly, I smell it
Hope to hit every continent Lagos then Cape Town, maybe in Lagos
I meet some Yoruba women that give me the time of day
I can wine and dine you, nah, I won't downplay
I know it's cliche but I'll also bring a bouquet
Venus et Fleur roses so they last for eternity
Just like hopefully you and me
Shit but if you playing games, then I'll just call Arpels
And make some custom earrings, Van Cleef
Most of the fucking mind games are wicked and twisted
I'm a silent killer, I can sign and read you though
You like it rough or do you want me to be ham-fisted?
'Cause shit at this point, we just doing it for sex
Because we know marriage ain't next
I never thought I could could, would
Should live my life without you
Honestly I'm perplexed
Baby, you really out this world, you the opposite of antapex
One day though, no, today, I want you to know we can use
Objects to have safe sex, have ya legs in a v
And take you to a vertex
Her text the next day said she not ready though
Said she want a beau, not the real four
We rioting tonight boys, flambeau
I don't have to keep putting up with your shit by the way
I recognized my vital existence anyway

Can I get some recognition?
For my existence
Yea, it took me a while to get lit like this
But I dedicated my mind, body, and spirit to this
This some out the womb I been doing this
Plain over icy because I decide what trends are in
I am Ms. Many Men
World to Legend 50, that nigga work ethic insane though
Our generation's could be too but nigga you reap what you sow
I know who and whose I am boy, s
Hit took years or persistance, preexistence, coexistence
And being stuck in middle distance
But I will say now I do have Recognition of My Existence
Ah

Can I get some recognition?
Oh
Can I get some?
Can I get some?
Recognition, oh oh
Can I get some recognition?
Recognition, oh oh
Oh
Oh
Oh

You won't make me question my sanity
Even though you look so beautiful in the vanity
I'm about to reach a level that unhearingly
Highest elevation of self, neo-christianity