Lyrics Playing With Fire - nishith

Pipe down
At this point I feel like giving up right now
I never wanted all of this but now I might drown
Swimming back to the surface hoping that I'll survive
Hoping that I'll be worthy next time
Keep holding me back but now its too late
And I got way too much on my plate
You play with me you play with fire better back down
Thats how I gotta act until nobody's around

Fuck it up every month
Then come home and go to sleep do it again it's not enough
Every day feels like another burden never any peace
Man the pain gets keeping worse antisocial make it work
Can't make a conversation start uh and still I end it
Let the bodies fuckin drop uh every second
I'm insane go away mentally I'm not okay
Every second left dreaming that I never found this place
Yeah they keep me on a pedestal I'm not the guy you want
All my memories rush back and my past comes back to haunt me
Was it worth it hardly
Wishing she would call me
Wishing they would talk to me
Wishing that I didn't ruin the lives of all my friends
I'm the man for bein everything my parents never wanted
Man I'm so exhausted was I this unwanted

Pipe down
At this point I feel like giving up right now
I never wanted all of this but now I might drown
Swimming back to the surface hoping that I'll survive
Hoping that I'll be worthy next time
Keep holding me back but now its too late
And I got way too much on my plate
You play with me you play with fire better back down
Thats how I gotta act until nobody's around