Lyrics I - oddFelix

Heyo. My name is odd
and I love to share my heart
in songs and poems.
That's why you're listening to this piece today.
Thanks you, Drumstixx.

I deserve gold or stone and an alchemist,
I can get shitty, so I'm gonna need a toilet.
I never made it but I sound like I did
Anytime I'm on the phone with my pops, I'm in need
Of more opportunities and more money,
More of those who believe in me, and more straight homies,
More of those who will love me and my music,
More time to show you that I'm really gonna make it.
Tonight I'm gonna pray, I'm gonna ask for sleep,
And ask that it doesn't include sleeping on my dreams.
That's if I get to pray before I sleep,
That's if I'm alive until it's time to sleep.
Dig the earth and get gold, refine it and write my name on it,
Uh, that's how you prove you know me.
Tell me anyone looking for me can find me in your heart,
Uh, that's how you gifted me a smile.
And don't say you know me because I gave you a call,
If you did, you'd have my picture on your wall,
Tell your kids I'm the guy that they wanna be like,
Make them take a look at it every morning and night.
My wish list has your happiness on top of it,
I say I love you a lot, and those words are legit.
My birthday is coming, I got only one wish,
That you play this song and tell you friends about it.
My wish list has your happiness on top of it,
I say I love you a lot, and those words are legit.
My birthday is coming, I got only one wish,
That you play this song and tell you friends about it.

So you never heard of me, right?
I hope you'll never stop hearing of me now.
And my biggest hope is that you'll say
"hey, odd is my favourite artist."

You should know that the boy that you mocked while he was depressed
Is still fighting depression six years later
He doesn't need apologies, he doesn't need your help,
He just wishes you won't do the same thing to another.
You should know that I haven't prayed for you in many years
I only said a few words for those who were going through hell
This is not an apology and if you can help
Pause this song and say a prayer for me or someone else.
You should know that the boy who dropped out in '17
Had no real plans when he made that decision
Four years later, you'd think he's doing great,
'cus he got a girl, got a blog — you got a bad vision
You should know that I once had eyes for your girl
And if you stalled for a month, I probably would've got her
This is not a threat man, I'm not coming back
Because when I moved on, I moved to too far
You should know that I know that you never really liked me
You only stuck around just to get stuff from me
I saw you needed help and that's why I was silent
And treated you the way I want to be treated in your shoes.
You should know that I'm still taking lashes for your sins,
Making sacrifices just to see you get better,
Sometimes, I need a break, other times I just break,
And sometimes I ask myself why you're not getting better.

Honestly, I wish this track could go on,
but I heard y'all don't listen to songs
that are longer than four minutes.
So I'm out.