Lyrics Out of Breath - resnate

I'm looking at you now and
God damnit, I need you
How can I pretend you don't exist when I can see you?
A cold hard reality, unfazed by denial
But I'm so tired
Can I just sit with you awhile?
The most awful, practical joke ever told
Blind to any future, wishing for days of old
Eroding heartstrings, fraying from getting pulled
While staring at a replica of you without a soul
'Cause it looks like you, sounds like you
Smells like you, feels like you
So real, it can't be untrue
So I convince myself, there's gotta be a way
I'm not givin' up on you, no sir, not today
And everybody but me, knows where this leads
An eternity of me enabling our disease and misery
Chasing history, shamelessness I bleed
Selfishness and greed
Gasping for the air I need to breathe

Tell me it's not my fault
Tell me that I'm not wrong
Tell me it's all my fault
Just show me that you're not gone, but I know
It's not you, it's not you, it's not you, but maybe
It is you, it is you, it is you, just maybe
About to, about to, about to, bo crazy
I need you, I need you, I need you
To save me

In a room of empty bottles, dying of thirst
I check every one
Can't move on without trying 'em first
Cuz even if one bottle has one drop
I want the past back so damn bad, I won't stop
So I fall back to what I know
What had worked before
Ignore all the lies, try to trust you once more
Give you what you need, to feed your disease
Clinging to hope that I can catch a tiny glimpse
Please?
Instead of starting down that long path to recovery
We're stuck here, doomed to repeat, because of me
If somewhere inside, there's still any of you left
I pray you're not running out of breath
Instead of starting down, the long path to recovery
We're stuck here, doomed to repeat, because of me
If somewhere inside, there's still any of you left
I pray you're not running out of breath

Tell me it's not my fault
Tell me that I'm not wrong
Tell me it's all my fault
Just show me that you're not gone, but I know
It's not you, it's not you, it's not you, but maybe
It is you, it is you, it is you, just maybe
About to, about to, about to, go crazy
I need you, I need you, I need you, to save me

Staring in the eyes of someone I feel like I've known my whole life
And you're not there, man this shit is not fair
But neither is life, and come to think of it
You were the one that always told me that right?
I'm staring in the eyes
Of someone I feel like I've known my whole life
And you're not there, this shit is not fair
But neither is life, and come to think of it
You were the one that always told me that right?
Instead of starting down that long path to recovery
We're stuck here, doomed to repeat, because of me
If somewhere inside, there's still any of you left
I pray you're not running out of breath
Instead of starting down that long path to recovery
We're stuck here, doomed to repeat, because of me
If somewhere inside, there's still any of you left
I pray you're not...
Running...
Breath...

Tell me it's not my fault
Tell me that I'm not wrong
Tell me it's all my fault
Just show me that you're not gone, but I know
It's not you, it's not you, it's not you, but maybe
It is you, it is you, it is you, just maybe
About to, about to, about to, go crazy
I need you, I need you, I need you, to save me