Lyrics STORY TIME (PART 1) - s1rk

I'm the only one, no
2020 was before I even started rapping
Chilling with my best friend, playing in those tourney brackets
I ain't never felt so happy
Cause I ain't had responsibilities back then
But it was inevitable it had to happen
So I started writing music to express myself
Music the only way that I could go recollect myself
I would dream about making songs, that's when I knew
So I made a album called Stuck in A Loop
Loop, that's what time felt like to me
Ain't nobody understood it
When I first dropped the album everybody thought it was good
But nobody understood it what the words meant
So then I came to conclusion, this shit my purpose, won't let it go
I was letting tears off every night but I can't let it show
Demons in my head tear me apart mental and physical
Something was different about it this time I had to switch the flow

In 2021, I was different
Staying up all night just to make a couple hits and shit
I would no longer write, I'd freestyle no written bitch
Punch-in lines, that's what the game taught me, diminished it
I felt my music never had no purpose
Wasn't writing bout no one or anybody in my verses
I had some demons on my head at the time that shit done cursed me
I never felt the change until I went and made my first G

Then 2022 came around
I was with my first girl I had to hold it down
I was lowkey at my worst but I couldn't show that now
In November that girl broke my heart and left me in the ground
Every night sitting in my room tears falling down
A week later and she gave me a letter saying she was out
Thought about it for a second and I put the letter down
Picked the microphone up I had to show what I'm about

So I pulled up to the studio with demons in my presence
Throwing all my feelings with a mic and a headset
She gave me a letter so I gave her written message
That was my fourth project, I don't think she ever listened
The day after it dropped she came up to me at school like we friends
I hinted get the fuck but I don't think she understands
Cause I tried to be her man but she don't wanna make amends
I'm thinking I guess it's too late so I grabbed the mic again

I started flunking off in school I didn't care about graduation
Screaming fuck all of my teachers and my fucking education
All I cared about was this girl yeah that was my designation
Tried to win her back a couple times I could never make it
When I dropped Cherry Blossoms another girl came around
This one was way sweeter than her so I had to hold it down
We had a rocky fucking start eventually she came around
Then I lost all of my feelings and I had to make it out

That's only cause my ex would intervene
On my phone like hey how you been
That shit caught me off guard but to her I had to vent
I enjoyed talking to her but she blocked me again
Then I gave up said it was fake love
Realized that I'm fucking worried about my education
A couple months pass and it's time for graduation
I done realize that I did it and I hit my destination
To be continued